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Missed me Missed me.....

Hey.....haven't been here in a loooong time.....I haven't been on Lj period for a while.....but I'm trying to change that....Alot has changed since the last time I updated...i have a boyfriend..and i'm for the most part happy! I don get pissed off sometimes by him...(like right now at this very moment)...but I'm pretty beyond positive I'm in love.....i know..I sound all stupid and sappy...and most times I think to myself...."A year ago...I would be absolutely digusted with myself..."....but here I am...giddy and girly and....yea...ya'll get it...hahaha....

I've also for the most part stopped cutting....well..i haven't in over six months...I want to sooooooo badly sometimes....i find myself finding some of the various blades I've hidden in my room and just want to have a field day on my wrists...but I can't..I promised people I wouldn't...(what was I thinking???)..Like right now..I want to...so badly..but I can't...it's frustrating.....I cry alot more than I ever did when I was cutting..I don't know what else to do....


Except these two themes......






1. What is your word of the day? "Oi....."
2. What is your favourite accent? Spanish and Japanese
3. When were you conceived? I dunno..
4. Do you have a really big jacket? Yes I do..it's my boyfriend's...
5. What's your favourite yogurt flavour? Blueberry
6. Do you floss? Sometimes...
7. What's your favourite kind of berry? Straw
8. Do you know the Muffin Man? I lost his address when I moved
9. What do you have hanging from the mirror of your car? Nothing
10. What's your best mug? don't have one..
11. What's the worst haircut you've ever gotten? Getting it cut off then jerri curled........not pretty....
12. What's the worst thing you've done under the influence of silliness? I won't say...
13. What's the weirdest thing you've done to pass time? Pull out the hairs on my leg
14. Have you ever gone completely mad due to sleep deprivation? Yup...me and my sister stayed up all day and night trying to finish a spanish project and went to school (late) right after we finished.....
15. What's the oddest song you like? I guess "Faith" by George Micheal....or "Strawberry Sex" by Hirai Ken
16. What movie do you like to make fun of? A lot of them...
17. What's the last movie you saw that you really didn't understand? Lord of the Ring
18. What odd sandwich would you like to try? I dunno....
19. What's your favourite trippy children's story? Umm...I knew this one a few days ago...now I can't remember...
20. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Washing dishes
21. What's your favourite conspiracy theory? Dunno...
22. Do you think kilts are cool? Yes and No
23. What do you do when someone IM's you who you don't want to talk to? Ignore them or be mean
24. Have you ever internet stalked someone? Kinda....
25. Have you ever mutilated any kind of toy? I've cut/shaved the hair off of many dolls...covered barbies in nail polish..stuck their heads on lightbulbs...drawn on thier faces...and more...
26. If you were missing what kind of milk carton would you want your picture on? Chocolate
27. How do you feel about tapestries? Huh?
28. How do you feel about frilly toothpicks? Fun to chew on...
29. If you could make a tickle me elmo type toy. who would it be of? Grover..hhahahhaha...
30. If you could design a kleenex box what would you put there? Anime....lots of anime....and hamsters...
31. What's the smallest thing your afraid of? crickets
32. What's your favourite Asian thing? Girls?? HAHAHA!! I also like Asian food...and of course anime from Japan...
33. When did *random hot celebrity* look best? *Jessica Alba...you said random...* In this pic from playboy my brother's friend sent me..(ever since he found out I'm bi...I've become his porn buddy.......)
34. What would be the funniest cartoon fight? Sesshou-maru against Eiri Yuki (told you..I'm an anime freak...)
35. What's your favourite whale? My boyfriend's stuffed one....
36. What's your favourite overused myspace survey question? Have you ever *insert random question* with # *insert random number* on your top 8???
38. If you were a cow what would you do? Eat grass and make milk...then piss in it...hahahahahaha
39. What's your favourite thing to be dragged on behind a boat? Umm...never been dragged behind a boat...
40. What's your best memory that took place in a lake? Umm...I wasn't in the lake....but i didn't some stripper moves on a pole that was at the lake...
41. Name a memory that involved a hamster: I had a hamster...her name was Ginger...Ginger was really a boy (stupid pet shop guy didn't know what he was talking about..)...Ginger used to escape from her cage...and she died....
42. What's your glue of preference? Super
43. What's your favourite awful smell? I'm going to keep it to myself...
44. What is your most useless object? A signed bottled of Pepto......but I LOVE that thing...
45. What's the most disturbing thing you've done in a restraunt (as in the thing that disturbed people most)? I jumped up nd started dancing while my parents were at the buffet
46. Name all the places you've been kicked out of: School (for skipping) and only for the rest of that day...i missed soccer practice...
47. What's the best thing you've ever bought at a thrift store? Clothes!
48. When's the last time you felt awkwardly exposed? When I told my boyfriend I'm bi...
49. If you were a bird what would you poop on first? The man in the scuba gear.....right on his snorkel...HAHAHAHA!!!
50. Have you ever had a yearning to make an idiot of yourself while scaring those around you? ALL THE FUCKIN' TIME!!!!





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My name is: Kiki

I am: Confused

Right now, I feel:Angry

The sounds I hear are: My brother listening to my CD-player

Around me, I see: Mess

I feel most connected to this person: Matt.....sometimes....

I think it's weird that: I fell in love

It bothers me when: i can't do anything right

The best thing about my personality is: Some people ay my smiles are contagious...

My worst quality is: I get angry....and irrational at times...

My favorite part about life is: Love

This is attractive in the opposite sex: eyes, lips, hair-less chests...

Sometimes, I wonder about: My future

I usually get bored while: Being in school, not doing anything interesting....

I'm afraid that: I will fail at everything I do and fuck everything up.

If someone hates me, I: Pay them no attention

I admire: People who achieve their goals

I wish: I could do hings right

I feel exhilarated when: Someone smiles at me, When Matt smils at me, touches me, talk s to me, etc....

I appreciate: Kindness.....and cheesecake...^_^

I'll never get over: How I fuck everything up

The best thing to happen this week was: i got to be (slightly) alone with my boyfriend..

I feel fat after: I eat more than anyone else

If I could tell the world just one thing, it would be: Hope floats...i dunno why.....I would say that...

Some people are just so: Confusing

I'm optimistic about: Few things

An event like this would traumatize me: what happened when I was 10 again..

I yearn for: Comfort and Love

I'm jealous of: Pretty skinny people

I trust: few

My intuition is usually: Pretty keen

One time, I spontaneously: Starting dancing...actually...I do that alot...

I haven't had this feeling in a long time: Utter desperation

I am proud of: My brother

I would never be seen wearing: Pink that's not underwear...

The scariest dream I ever had was: everyone I loved being killed before my eyes...and i was next...

I am annoyed because: I don't understand

I feel most beautiful when: I have on eyeliner and mascara

I could care less about: people who could care less about me..

My favorite kind of movie is: Comedy/Action

I often get distracted by: Random pretty shiny flashy things..

I am eager to: Be better at everything...

I'm glad that: I've fallen in love and been loved in return

I feel guilty about: Lying to people

This really hurts: Emotional pain/ Rejection

I've finally made peace with the fact that: I can be annoying at times

I'm most talkative around: Things that interst me

I was so embarrassed when: I can't remember...I block them out..

One feeling I hate is: Hate

One feeling I love is: Love
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